it kills me to know that you are hurting.
and that there is nothing i can do to fix it.
or ease it.
or make it better.
i wish i could take it on for you.
absorb it.
but i can't.
i don't even know if i am doing a good job being here for you.
i don't even know what to say to you.
i just want to hold onto you and hope that you can feel my empathy.
i wish i could just hug the hurting away.
but i can't.
i hope the pain dulls.
i hope this weekend offers you some kind of closure.
some kind of peace.
and a chance to say goodbye...
i don't know why it is so hard for me to spit out.
i don't think i have said anything to your face.
when you told me all i could spit out was your name.
i can hardly find the words now...talking to a screen that i don't even think you read.
babe, i am so sorry for your loss. so sorry for your pain. so very, very sorry....
i feel so much more than that, but that is all that i can seem to get out.
i am so sorry.
3 comments:
WOW. Like the purple. So you're not in the black darkness anymore?
P.S. You look super cute on your new profile photo!
you were there. i don't think he needed anything else. that was rough. i'm happy we were all together through it.
thanks jeanee! i decided it was time for a change. this template's default setting is the black, so i wanted to change it up.
and thanks for the photo comment too:) you are sweet. the boyfriend took it at a royals game.
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